Hoooooooliday

I went on a kind of farewell trip to Tidung with amazing people yesterday on 25-26 june, i don't really want to call it a farewell tho :| i hope i can have another trip like that again with them.

We went to Tidung by uhm.....a quirky boat, i don't even know what the name is, but it's odd. So odd that i couldn't even describe. -_-

We went there for only 2 days and 1 night, that was not enough, i suppose we could've had lot more fun than that :(

DAY 1:
As soon as we arrived at Tidung, we went straight to our "homestay" which happened to be a "posyandu"-_-
Despite of that, this house is quite good. It has two AC and two bedrooms, and some beds in the living room. But i couldn't stand the pillows, they're so firm i could barely sleeping on them. Blah

After we had some rest, we went snorkeling! whoop!

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IN SHORT, WE HAD FUN.

it's really just me who can't tell you any further because i'm currently sick, and i'm dizzy. But we had fun indeed.. :--)

Time flies without you even realize

I live by that sentence.

I'm entering my last year of high school.

and i'm like WOOOOOOOOOOOW, my school year is almost over, really?

Holy cow, i haven't even turned 17 yet. It's such a BIG deal for me, at least for now because most of my friends have turned 17 and they've thrown such great 17th birthday parties, you could say that i envy them, well, i do.

i was born on 1996, september the 15th. ( take a note of that :p )

I've been blessed by these people that God has sent me to through this tough year along with, and i'm happy with that. my classmates at this 2nd grade are the best! XI Science D *hugs*

back to my main topic..

I just don't believe that i SURVIVED.

I had been bullied 

I had been left out

I had been ditched

I had been stabbed

tho those are painful to me, at last i can say..

I S U R V I V E D

and..ONE YEAR LEFT..

only one year left until i finish high school! i'm really excited woohooo!

let's just see if all of my efforts in this 3-year-torture will be paid-off :)

Here we go again...

It's kinda funny how things change...

Even my reflection in the mirror has changed.

I'm wearing headscarf now, the reason behind why i put that on humiliates me--i almost got raped. Yep, you did not misread it. 

I don't wanna talk about that accident, i have even gotten it all over with looong time ago. hehe...

I suppose i've been redesigned by a powerful thing somehow. It has strengthened me.

And now, here i am, with the new me, trying to rebuild the ruins that those shitty things have made, i'm currently fixing some things, because i know i can and i know i have to.

"I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons

I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground

I've had enough, now I'm so fed up

Time to put my life back together right now"